I'm back to posting on my dead blog.
It was my birthday yesterday and it really sucks. I was utterly dissapointed and ended u[ being extremely moody for the whole day. I was saddened when most of my 6U(2005) classmates refuse to go out with me although it was my treat since they were busy. It was disspointing really, furthermore not many people knew and not many wished.Even my relatives forgot about it.I feel like just stop breathing somehow and just try to be happy.For those who wished me, thanks but for those who didn't, nevermind even though you knew. I was only happy and cheered up a little bit when my bro sent me and e-card and some of you wished me but it was still not enough to cheer me up at all. I'm just feeling emo.Feeling crazy.Feeling offended for no apparent reason. I'm just feeling extremely awful and ashamed of myself for no apparent reason. I'm extremely... sad after a very long time and frustrated. I don't even know what's wrong with me.Perhaps I'm surfering from Low self-esteem but I just don't know.I don't know what's wrong with me...