Protect ~ 5:21:00 pm

Protect ~ 8:55:00 am

I'm dissappointed by his marks.

We expected more from him but from his marks, I just became speechless and stunned.

I got nothing to say to you boy but with your marks, You can't come to my school.Only your cuz can...

I'm just dissappointed.

I hope he wakes up and realise his mistakes.

Wake up and show to everyone you are someone.

Everyone have been looking down on you.

I know.

I've been there.

You and I know you have the potential.

But you gotta realise, it is only you who can summon it.

Not me.

Not anyone else.

I hope you improve.

I hope you will turn out good.

I hope you can finally shut your brother up who have been ridiculing you.

I hope you can prove that you are something.

PSLE is just a crucial step but not the final one.

You just have to work harder and pay attention.

Expected you to join me in VS but that is okay.

It does not matter what school.

I hope you do well soon.

I hope you do, my cuz...

Protect ~ 10:00:00 am

I'm back!

Tiring after 2 camps back to back.Right after china trip there Veloci-T camp the next day but it was worth it.Both were freaking fun.Bought some presents for people in singapore from china.Sorry for those I did not get anything from them!XD

Anyway had like a YMC gathering yesterday where the VS 'MAT's cycled like some freaks and the girls ended up skating.Abang Sat freaking cool seh skate here skate there like a professional.He got true the mat roadblock surprisingly.(That means we really suck or abang sat is really good or even both)Poor girls keep falling on their knees.

When the mats were cycling we decided to like grab each other's hands and push one another and also to so call 'drift'.Me and ziyad pushed one another but ended up both of us crashing into the railing of the bridge.out handles turned and ended up hiting our...I won't elaborate on that but it was painful.

Wisnuh and taufik went crazy and drifted using their bikes.cool man.I have the video but I can't transfer it since I am at my cuz house now.Haiz...

When it was time for abang sat and the girls return their equipment, I gave her the present and she said she liked it!I am so freaking happy when I read the sms!Hope it shows how much you mean to me and I hope it cheered you up!

after that we went bowling and I gave a new name for abang sat(for those mats u should know what i said).Since he was crazy and all I decided to name him Abang sot(is this how it's spelled?).It actually describes him so yeah.I hope he doesn't read this or else i'm screwed.

after bowling me and ziyad went to the mosque to pray and went back home.had a little emo talk with ziyad but i shan't elaborate. So the day was quite fun since the mats were around and yeah.thats it.

AND I'M BACK TO BLOGGING!

Protect ~ 8:35:00 am

I'm back to posting on my dead blog.

It was my birthday yesterday and it really sucks. I was utterly dissapointed and ended u[ being extremely moody for the whole day. I was saddened when most of my 6U(2005) classmates refuse to go out with me although it was my treat since they were busy. It was disspointing really, furthermore not many people knew and not many wished.Even my relatives forgot about it.I feel like just stop breathing somehow and just try to be happy.For those who wished me, thanks but for those who didn't, nevermind even though you knew. I was only happy and cheered up a little bit when my bro sent me and e-card and some of you wished me but it was still not enough to cheer me up at all. I'm just feeling emo.Feeling crazy.Feeling offended for no apparent reason. I'm just feeling extremely awful and ashamed of myself for no apparent reason. I'm extremely... sad after a very long time and frustrated. I don't even know what's wrong with me.Perhaps I'm surfering from Low self-esteem but I just don't know.I don't know what's wrong with me...

Protect ~ 7:12:00 pm